Thursday, June 23, 2005

black lights

Did you know negativity surrounds you at this moment? Did you know black light surrounds you. Think of a cloud. Above you. Black. Dark. Ominous. Waiting to shower you with blackness. Death, sadness, unhappiness, evil.

Did you know you can control that negativity? It all depends on how receptive you are to it. If you let it in. If you let it bust the bubble you have built around yourself. Your bubble of peace is vulnerable. It just depends on how you receptive you are to it all.

I have darkness in my world, my soul, but I chose to let it fuck itself right in the ass. Because I can not and will not let it burst my pretty, glassy, purple and pink, yellow and orange, blue and green bubble. My bubble filled with giggling babies, smiling people, fields of daisies and lilies. My bubble is filled with things that make me happy. Things that I love. Hearts and balloons, cotton candy clouds, oceans of glistening blue waters filled with mermaids. Skies that are filled with fire flies, ladybugs, and butterflies.

The passed few weeks, have had demons knocking at my bubble's walls. Trying to bite through with their fangs. Trying to tear at it with their claws. Kicking it with their hooves. Screaming banshee like screams. Making faces of evil at me from the other side.

I chose not to look or smell or feel this blackness. I choose to focus on my horizons. I have to, because if I don't- they will eat me alive.

5 Comments:

Blogger Maddie said...

Build up the layers on that bubble mama. Fort Knox it the fuck up.

10:41 AM  
Blogger OldHorsetailSnake said...

I think you need to get a vampire to suck you some hickeys. That will brighten you right up.

2:16 PM  
Blogger Evelina said...

Sounds like my biggest enemy in life, Misery, is trying to make her way into your little bubble. Spit on her and tell her to back the fuck up.

Love the new blog, btw. Maddie rocks!

7:00 PM  
Blogger jamwall said...

pretend that "misery" is tom cruise. you'll definately wanna kick his ass.

12:50 PM  
Blogger tannia g. robles said...

Mari

I didn't know you have a ism business. wow girl you really are a super mom.

5:05 PM  

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